Should I Still Wait ?

Hey there people , assalammualaikum . Sehat semua ? Hope you guys are doing fine . InsyaAllah . Hm , taktahu how to start . Harini macam-macam yang terlintas kat fikiran . Rase nak menjerit menangis semua ade . Taktahu ape nak buat bile fikirkan semua ni . Kadang-kadang rase macam give up sangat-sangat bile ape aku buat semua tak menjadi . Tak dipedulikan langsung . Aku penat . I've tried my very best to make you happy but i failed . I don't know what should i do lagi . I'm afraid to lose you but at the same time i almost give up . I just want you to be honest . If you have someone , please , don't make me wait . Don't give me hope . Just tell me everything and i'll try to understand and let you go . Because i know , no matter how hard i try , i can never have you again . Although it's not easy for me but i'll try . If you're reading this , i just want you to know that no matter what , you're the best thing that ever happened to me . It's not easy for me to forget all the memories that we've been thru . Sorry if selama ni aku banyak bawa masalah kat kau . I know it's my fault . If aku boleh pilih balik , aku takkan nak kenal dengan kau , Since the day kau kenal aku , aku dah banyak sakitkan hati kau and bawa masalah kat kau . I'm really sorry . You take care , assalammualaikum ..