Sorry For Everything

Hey there , assalammualaikum . I MISS YOU and I'M SORRY . I really am :( You know that I love you , but why do you do this to me ? Jealous ? Yes , I AM . That shows how much I love you and how scared I am to lose you but you just don't care . Don't you ? We got into a fight last few days but everything went back to normal after you said those sweet words to me . Am I stupid for trusting you ? Tell me boy . You just don't know how hurt am I trying to fake a smile and be happy in front of you when the fact is , it's killing me inside . You know what hurts ? When I'm talking to you and you were busy texting some other girls . You ignored me . Please , I'm begging you , stop hurting me . Yes , memang I selalu cakap " it's okay " but don't you understand ape I maksudkan tu ? I'm lack of ways . I don't know what should I do anymore . I tengok you're happy with someone now , the way you texted her shows that you're happy being with her rather than me . So , I've made up my mind to leave you to her and I'll move on with the boy yang I cakap tu . And so yeah , here I am now being somebody's girlfriend . He knows that I love you . And he's trying his best to make me love him like how I love you . But I'm stuck in the middle . Yes , I admit it's my mistake sebab buat keputusan melulu . I tak fikir panjang . I buat keputusan dalam keadaan yang sangat tak stable . Dalam keadaan yang sangat serabut . But where were you when I needed you the most ? Where ? You don't even bother to explain it to me . You don't even care . Bile I fikir balik , I'm on the wrong path . I can't continue my relationship with that boy , so I decided to end everything and I'm really glad he understands me . He's a really nice guy . He told me not to give up if I really love you . He even asked me to tell you everything about my feelings . But I can't . I just can't . For now on , I need some space for myself . I just wanna be alone . Don't worry , I takkan kacau your life with your new girl . I won't disturb you anymore . All I want now is peace . You take care my dear boy . I'll always pray for your happiness . Assalammualaikum :)

Dead And Gone

Hye there bloggers ! Assalammualaikum . Sorry , lame tak update blog , Mas busy sikit lately . Hm , err haihh.. Don't know how to start :( Buntu lahh ! Penat ! Stress ! Korang ingat tak budak yang Mas cerita dulu tu ? Yang tibe-tibe menghilang tu ? Yang Mas admire die tuuu . Haaa ingat tak ?! Budak tu muncul balik on 1st December . Macam tahu tahu je Mas tengah ade problem . Terkejut gile okay bile die call . Menggigil nak angkat phone . I don't know why sedangkan Mas takde feelings ape ape pun kat die , hmm . Ke ade ? Haha oookaayyy Mas Aliza , awk pelik :p Hmm alaa , taktahu laa , taknak fikir . Pening pening STRESS !! I don't trust boys dah lah now . Sorry to say boys , tapi you guys memang pandai pujuk and ayat kan ? Pandai gile sampai perempuan tu cair tak jadi nak marah . Terror siot ! One more thing , pelik lah sampai harini kebanyakkan lelaki suke sangat nak sorok girlfriend dorang . Or maybe tak suke bagitahu if dah ade someone ? The heck man ?! Nampak sangat tak setia kat situ . Betul tak ? Bagi je lah tahu . What's the problem ? To those boys out there yang jujur , I respect you man ! Seriously . Korang terBOIKKK haha ;D Ohh God , I am so annoyed , pissed off and so erghh I don't know . Words can't explain it . I hate you . I hate that I love you . Okay that's more than enough of my craps . Nanti lagi panjang lagi macam-macam keluar haha . So , I'll get back to you guys when I'm free okay ? Assalammualaikum , take care ☺♡

My Laughing Gas

Assalammualaikum anddddd hello there beautiful girls and handsome boys ! Hehe , Mas nak kenalkan korang dengan some special people in my life after my family . Meet them okay ? Mane tahu ade yang kenal ke ? Hehe , okay come on ....

Meet my second family (keluarga angkat) . They are always there for me . We've known each other for about 5 years . Glad to know them . I hope our relationship last forever , insyaAllah . Love them !

 Meet my Mrs Potato , Farah Elina Bt Radzi . She's super awesome ! I love her so much :*

Okay , here's my baby girl , Shafina Shukri . Sangatlah manja . Mummy loves you baby Fin Fin :*

P/s : Yang lain , i'll continue later sebab takde gambar and i've to go now hee . SORRY .

Secret Admire

Assalammualaikum bloggers . Hello there ! Hari ni , Mas nak share tentang someone dengan korang . Someone yang Mas admire je hehe . Bukan suke or jatuh cinta just mcm suke tengok die laa . Die ni pemalu tau mule-mule kalau kenal , tapi bile dah kenal best gileeeee . Sporting , kelakar and jenis yang ambil berat laa . Mas suke berkawan dengan orang yang ambil berat pasal Mas hehe . Mengade kan saya ? Haha saya tahu :P Okay okay , back to the story . One day , die text Mas tau . Mas terkejut laa mane die dapat my number from . Rupe-rupenye , uncle Mas yang bagi . Sabar je laa . Malunya waktu tu sebab mule2 die taknak bagitahu die siape , Mas ni kalau orang tak kenal or orang kacau ke ape , memang tak layan laa kan . Haha lepastu die call . Mas pun angkat then die tak cakap ape2 . Mas marah laa die . Tibe2 die cakap garangnya youuu , hahaha . Mas terus terdiam , malu babe ;P Start daripada hari tu , kiteorang macam mule rapat laa , text everyday and die call everynight semua . Sweet kan ? Haha so NOT ! Ade satu malam ni die bagitahu Mas yang die suke Mas semua but Mas cakap sorry , I can't sebab Mas tak ready nak terima orang lain yet .Tapi seriously Mas ckp , i don't feel anything pun . Takde rase sayang or suke kat die langsung . Alaa tipulaa tak suke langsung . Sikit laa , sikit hehe . 1% je . Tapi takdela sampai tahap cinta tu . Suke suke biase je . Then taktahu why , lepas die nampak Mas dengan someone ni , hm my kawan laa kot . Taktahu nak label die ape . Um , kawan laa kay . Okay , lepas die ternampak Mas dengan "kawan" Mas ni , die terus tak text and call Mas lagi . Mas pun buat taktahu je lah , sampai today kiteorang tak contact . Haa , tulah kesahnya . Tapi , Mas rase elok pun kiteorang tak contact dah sebab Mas taknaklah mempermainkan perasaan die kan . Mas dah pernah rase sakit kena tipu macam mane and Mas tak mungkin nak buat benda same dekat orang lain . So , that's all i guess . Hee okaylah , assalammualaikum , byeeee :)

End Of Year 1432 Hijrah

Bismillahirrahmanirahim..
Semoga Allah melimpahkan rahmat dan kesejahteraan ke atas penghulu kami Nabi Muhammad SAW dan ke atas keluarga serta sahabat-sahabat baginda . Ya Allah ! Apa sahaja yang telah aku lakukan pada tahun ini daripada laranganMu , aku masih belum bertaubat daripadanya dan Engkau pula tidak meredhainya dan melupakannya serta Engkau berlembut ke atasku selepas Engkau berkuasa untuk membalasnya ke atasku dan Engkau juga telah mengajakku supaya bertaubat daripadanya , maka aku memohon keampunan kepadaMu , maka ampunilah aku . Dan apa sahaja yang telah aku lakukan pada tahun ini daripada perkara yang Engkau redhai dan Engkau janjikan dengan balasan pahala , maka aku memohon kepadaMu , ya Allah ! Wahai Tuhan Yang Maha Pemurah ! Wahai Tuhan Yang Mempunyai Keagungan dan Kemuliaan ! Agar Engkau menerimanya daripadaku dan janganlah Engkau putuskan harapanku daripadaMu , wahai Yang Maha Pemurah ! Semoga Allah melimpahkan rahmat dan kesejahteraan ke atas penghulu kami Muhammad SAW dan ke atas keluarga serta sahabat-sahabat Baginda Rasullulah SAW . Amin ..

Assalammualaikum everyone ! Sekejap je masa berlalu kan ? Tinggal beberapa jam je lagi kite akan menyambut Hijrah yang ke 1433 . Alhamdulillah .. Semoga Allah mengampuni segala dosa yang telah kite lakukan pada tahun ini , insyaAllah . Di kesempatan ini juga , saya ingin memohan maaf sekiranya saya ade menyinggung perasaan atau terlebih gurau , terkasar bahasa or ape ape je lah tingkah laku saya yang telah menyinggung mana-mana pihak . Maafkan saya ya ! Well , i think that's all for now . Assalammualaikum :)

Just Sharing

If a girl still loves you even after you broke her heart , I guarantee you that she is the one for you

I pretend that I hate you , that you're the worst thing that has ever happened to me , but the truth is , i would take  you back in a heartbeat

When i say that i hate you , that means i love you but you hurt me

When you're at the top , you meet all types of peop[le . When you're at the bottom you see their tru colours

Some people don't realize they lost a good thing untill they see the next person with him/her . Then only they'll want them back

Should I Still Wait ?

Hey there people , assalammualaikum . Sehat semua ? Hope you guys are doing fine . InsyaAllah . Hm , taktahu how to start . Harini macam-macam yang terlintas kat fikiran . Rase nak menjerit menangis semua ade . Taktahu ape nak buat bile fikirkan semua ni . Kadang-kadang rase macam give up sangat-sangat bile ape aku buat semua tak menjadi . Tak dipedulikan langsung . Aku penat . I've tried my very best to make you happy but i failed . I don't know what should i do lagi . I'm afraid to lose you but at the same time i almost give up . I just want you to be honest . If you have someone , please , don't make me wait . Don't give me hope . Just tell me everything and i'll try to understand and let you go . Because i know , no matter how hard i try , i can never have you again . Although it's not easy for me but i'll try . If you're reading this , i just want you to know that no matter what , you're the best thing that ever happened to me . It's not easy for me to forget all the memories that we've been thru . Sorry if selama ni aku banyak bawa masalah kat kau . I know it's my fault . If aku boleh pilih balik , aku takkan nak kenal dengan kau , Since the day kau kenal aku , aku dah banyak sakitkan hati kau and bawa masalah kat kau . I'm really sorry . You take care , assalammualaikum ..